HH & Her Beans

I was going to have separate fan services but then honestly I can't think of a interesting post right now that would bless your life so I just combined the two fan services for a extra long fan service... service... Yea that makes sense. ALSO YAY!! We reached 5K!! I am literally half way until ten thousand followers. Y'all are pretty great!! Last time I shared with you ma favorite dramas... so for this fan service I'm going to share with you beans all of the Chinese reality TV shows and DRAMAS that I am totally in love with, where to watch them and all the links to my favorite Chinese movies that I'm SURE all of you will love also.

Alrighty, MY GPA JUST DROPPED TO A 2.5 average. Am I in a state of panic?? Heck yes. Am I going to do something about it?? Heck yes!! I already emailed my teacher so hopefully, I'm praying that I will be okay... I swear because of high school I might become religious.

This was a video project where I have to post my video on YouTube and then share the link with her before 3:00 pm. SO THANK THE GPA GODS THAT THERE IS A SUCH THING CALLED A TIME STAMP. Literally if I did not have that time stamp, I would be sobbing because I would not have proof and basically I'm going to fail the class. I might be a bit dramatic since there are only three grades in there but dudes... The Asian logic is that even one grade matters in the whole picture. I will continue to update this post as the day goes by to see whether she is willing to give me points for the video or not.

YES THE NEXT TOPIC IS SADIES. For those of y'all in other countries, basically sadies is a dance where the girl asks the guy to the dance. So am I gonna ask someone? VERY VERYYYY slim chance. Like slimmer than Sehun's arms. You see, the guys that I like are either all in Korea (some might be on tours in other countries), across the country, too far away to drive here, or dating someone. Speaking of dating, I wanted to check out the guys at my first choice college... You know for potential dates and I did find this super cute guy, he's athletic and smart. TOTALLY MY TYPE... But then, I decided to scroll to past 77 weeks ago and then I liked that picture. Well, I'm now scarred for life... I'm paying the price for stalking... This is seriously a public service announcement because be really careful when stalking people on any form of social media. Until next time, stay cool ma beans. PS... Can y'all just casually pray for my grade right now?? Thanks... 

Your laptop have just been blessed...

I'm going to be pretty inactive for this whole January month just because finals is coming up and that takes priority over everything right now. I am also taking classes every Sunday for ACT and I'm studying for the SAT every day now for the last January SAT test. We did reach 4K over this break and I want to thank you guys for the greatest Christmas present ever!!!

Just mind blown how I reached 4K

I will be definitely sharing what I got for Christmas when I get the chance. The spam for the 4K fan service will also be uploaded soon. I'm so sorry that everything is delayed... BUT NO WORRIES... I will still be doing a Reaction Tuesday for the next few weeks because there are so many songs I wanted to share with ma beans!! I will be adding any additional adventures that I happen to come across. I will be soon uploading a OMG Drama post because I watched so many over break... Please stay with me during my finals because I need all of y'all support. Feel free to rant to me and send me emails or just comment anything on this blog. We are a family, we don't judge. Until next time, stay cool ma beans. 

OH MY MY MY MY!! I am so hurrrpppyyyyy that EXO had a comeback during the last week of school. At first when I listened to the song, I didn't really like it but after hearing Baekhyun sing his solo at Music Core... I LITERALLY FELL OUT OF MY BED!! All of them improved so much and became so stable.

Until next time, stay cool ma beans!! 

BONUS VIDEO WITH BAEKHYUN'S AMAZING SINGING: 

                                  

Alrighty!! After surviving with me through the gruesome 30 Day Challenges I'm pretty sure that all of you guys have lost some weight, and between reps yesterday, I thought of another project that I want to do, which is KPop Fan Essentials.

This one is going to be a mini-project which I think I will only interview 2-4 hardcore KPop fans on what things they think is absolutely essential for KPop fans to have. Since my last project, Project Inspiration turned out so well... I thought maybe I can try another one...

This will probably take place at the end of summer just because it's something to make everyone happy before going back to school and it's just something to constantly look forward to... In other words, I don't have time for it right now. LOL. So tell me whether it would be a good idea, I'd love to hear from you guys!!

In addition to the new project, I want to reveal my other half of the Weight Loss Challenge. For this time, I've divided Blogilates videos into 4 weeks and I found a series of videos that she timed, so for example, Week 1 is going to be 3 minutes long, Week 2 is 4 minutes long, Week 3 is going to be 5 minutes long, and Week 4 is going to be 6 minutes long. I might have combined 3 and 4 minute work outs together just because she didn't film that many of them, and so for the final week, I am doing challenge videos. I believe I have thigh slimming challenge, abs challenge... etc. I didn't post all of the videos because I think you guys can come up with your own play list since I don't know how long you guys all have before school starts, so plus everyone works out at different paces so I don't want to push you guys so much that you like flip over and die.... Obv...

Let me fill you up with ma love and continue going!!

You know every time I write the tags to my posts, I always realize how weird they are like one of them is, "fluffy chickens" and "pickles"?? I'm too creative for my own good. Throw that idea out there LOL!! Until next time, stay cool ma beans!! 

Dear the guys that USED to like,

Hey you, the curly haired boy that I liked in second grade. I was too shy to talk to you, so I just silently watched you like a creep. See, I didn't even learn your name. You will forever be known as my first crush.

Hey you blue eyed cousins that sanwiched me in third grade. B, you were the best right hand seat partner ever because you stayed in during recess to help me with my spelling homework while I impressed you with my math skills. R, I seriously didn't know that B and you are cousins and you are the best left hand seat partner ever because when you saw me at the park, you hide and seek with me.

What's up C, the guy who had a crush on my best friend. You basically became the heart throb in fourth grade and everyone flounced near you, even guys. You were basically the perfect bundle back then. You were good at sports, had a nice face, and super smart. When I moved, I still managed to remember you. But do you know what a jerk you are? I messaged you being the naive me in seventh grade asking you if you happened to remember me when you moved to the same school as me. I didn't do that because I still liked you, I did that because I wanted someone that knows my past. Instead of replying, "I don't remember." You didn't say anything.

Hey there, the guy that looked into my eyes in fifth grade. I know that you liked me, even though I pretended that I didn't know. One of your friends actually told me. You are super funny and I remembered that you drew me everyone that lived in your house once in math class. Remember when you tried to impress me? You told me that you could drive your uncle's truck. Most of all, I want to thank you for being a part of my story that got someone else in trouble.

Oh lord, hey cheating buddy of sixth grade. I guess this nick name is a inside joke. I never really figured out how or why I liked you for that time period of a week. Now that I think back, it is because we have a lot in common. You told me many things that you wouldn't tell your friends, and we were close, but not that close. The distance is what made the relationship work. I'm glad that we still are friends. 

Hey seventh grade cutie. A new bad boy arrived in school and that's you. I guess I didn't like you for your personality, it was because you wore a clean pressed light blue shirt on the first day of school. I was hoping that I would sit next to you in class but you were one seat away. I like you style and I still do, but I've heard some nasty rumors about you. We never had a chance.

XOXO, 
Alexiz

I actually discussed about this topic in English during my Freshman year while we were on Romeo and Juliet. I loved this topic because I don't believe in "love at first sight". Yea I would love a fairy tale ending where this super perf guy sees me and then two seconds later, he wants to marry me, but I bet you there would be problems after that. I think that when one sees someone else, the first thing they notice is their physical appearance. You can't really be like "OHHHHH I love his personality from just looking at his gorgeous face!!"

It doesn't work that way. If you say that he was "love at first sight" you are basing everything on his physical appearance. You know nothing about his personality and whether he will treat you right. Okay I've seen someone and been like, “WOWOWOOWOWWOW he's very attractive" then went up and talked to that guy, but I've never been like, "WOWOWOOWOWWOW I love this guy" right after I see him. Some first sight believers might be like, "IT'S FATE!!"

You will understand this only if you are a true Kpop fan....

Okay girl... You can think of it that way... But when you don't have the courage to go up to this guy to talk to him and miss him... YOU JUST LOST YOUR FATED GUY!!! So like the guys that you date later... Guess what sistar... HE'S NOT THE ONE FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU MISSED YOUR CHANCE!!!! This is another reason that I don't believe in love at first sight because no one knows how many "love at first sight" you are going to have. Take Romeo and Juliet for example, they had one experience of love at first sight... LOOK AT HOW THAT TURNED OUT!!! Anyways... Does it count if every time I see an attractive guy I should be like, "LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT??" Like how does the whole "love at first sight" works. Please comment down below and follow me on this bloogggggg. Tell me what you think. Until next time, stay cool ma beans!!

My first story occurred in eighth grade. When I came into sixth grade, I've always wanted to be in the theater production every year, so I worked for three years and in eighth grade, I finally made it in. On the first day of class, I questioned Mrs. Q's decision of letting certain people into this class. One of those people was T. This guy volunteered to be my husband in the play, at first I thought he was completely gross and stuff. But then rehearsal started, and we became really good friends. I guess, I started having a crush on him when he started telling me about his personal life during rehearsals. Once he looked really stressed so I asked him what was going on, and he replied, "I want to save seats for my girlfriend and my parents but they don't know that I am dating someone." When he said that, I knew that I lost another guy that I liked. My world didnt come crashing down, it just felt like I lost a best friend. But then, things started to turn around, during opening night, we were playing slide and talking backstage and my friend held up a hand heart and I was like he has a girlfriend, but he shook my head and he said, "I broke up with her." That one sentence made my night, it just means that I have chance. On the last night of the show, we had an after party, and I think that's when we became a "thing". There was a couch where we can watch the play, and he put his arms around me, and yea... Then later that week in history, while I was getting paper, he cornered me and he said that cutest thing ever, he said, "I missed you during the weekend, can I have a hug?" After these things, nothing really happened because the semester ended. We still occasionally talk but everything was just awkward. The second story is about another J, there was a lock down last year at my school and it was like the second week of school. Being stuck in Biology, he was in my class. This guy caught my attention last year being the guy who demonstrated push ups in my PE class. He is one of the most perfect guys that I've met, he is super nice, he is a math genius, and he is super fit (like physical appearance is like <3<3<3) We became super close friends. During the lock down, we played would you rather so I learned a bunch of things about him, he also took me in for all my weirdness and continued hanging out with me even though he could be hanging out with his friends. Everything was going fine, until someone pushed a chair on his hand, and skinned the back of his hand. I saw every emotion that this guy can express in four hours. The last story involves a millionaire and his gifts. Check out the last story on my website: ahamilton1018.wix.com/wtfidk