HH & Her Beans

Alrighty, MY GPA JUST DROPPED TO A 2.5 average. Am I in a state of panic?? Heck yes. Am I going to do something about it?? Heck yes!! I already emailed my teacher so hopefully, I'm praying that I will be okay... I swear because of high school I might become religious.

This was a video project where I have to post my video on YouTube and then share the link with her before 3:00 pm. SO THANK THE GPA GODS THAT THERE IS A SUCH THING CALLED A TIME STAMP. Literally if I did not have that time stamp, I would be sobbing because I would not have proof and basically I'm going to fail the class. I might be a bit dramatic since there are only three grades in there but dudes... The Asian logic is that even one grade matters in the whole picture. I will continue to update this post as the day goes by to see whether she is willing to give me points for the video or not.

YES THE NEXT TOPIC IS SADIES. For those of y'all in other countries, basically sadies is a dance where the girl asks the guy to the dance. So am I gonna ask someone? VERY VERYYYY slim chance. Like slimmer than Sehun's arms. You see, the guys that I like are either all in Korea (some might be on tours in other countries), across the country, too far away to drive here, or dating someone. Speaking of dating, I wanted to check out the guys at my first choice college... You know for potential dates and I did find this super cute guy, he's athletic and smart. TOTALLY MY TYPE... But then, I decided to scroll to past 77 weeks ago and then I liked that picture. Well, I'm now scarred for life... I'm paying the price for stalking... This is seriously a public service announcement because be really careful when stalking people on any form of social media. Until next time, stay cool ma beans. PS... Can y'all just casually pray for my grade right now?? Thanks... 

Your laptop have just been blessed...

We have not had one of these for a verrryyy long time, but BOOYYY DO I HAVE A RANT FOORRR YOUUUUU!! This is about SAT testing... So if you think this topic is boring please feel free to find the WTF Wednesday tag or explore my blog... LET'S CONTINUE WITH THIS!! Collegeboard is a "non-profit organization that connects students to college success and opportunities".

And by "non-profit" they mean: a charge for SAT testing, ACT testing, SAT II, review materials, score reports, AND score choice. AND by "college success and opportunities" they mean: you must take these tests or else you will not get into college and even if you get a high score you might not be guaranteed acceptance in the college you want to get into. I literally cannot stress how many of the "college search" emails I get every single day. On average in a week I literally get around 15-20 emails. BUT YOU CAN UNSUBSCIRBE!! I still want these opportunities... Maybe I might just go to Indiana University or University of Alaska. You know what else bothers me... THE FACT THAT THEY SEND OUT TEST SCORES DAYS BEFORE BIG HOLIDAYS!! I AM NOT EVEN TRYING TO FOOL YO!!

Me hitting my SAT scores... Or my prep books... Whatever floats your goat...

The November SAT scores came out days before Thanksgiving DAY and the December SAT score CAME OUT TODAAAYYYYYYYYY!! What is today... Like two days before Christmas?? Do you Collegeboard people seriously want to ruin our lives like this?? Because of the score that was released today, my mother made me delete all forms of social media from my phone. THANK YOU SATAN!! I literally cannot... Do you want to know what my desk looks like??

SAT got me all worked up...

I have TWO SAT prep books on my desk at the moment and it is one in the morning here. Someone please tell College board that WE ARE ON VACATION!!! You know... Sometimes when I get angry enough... I start looking through the authors of who wrote the textbooks and wonder if their parents never got married then I would not be learning that thing right now... So who invented Collegeboard?? Which teacher decided, "HEY you know what's a great idea?? Not only charge kids for a national test they have to take but also ruin their lives by constantly changing the format of the test!!" THANK YOUUUU SAAAATTTANNNNNNNNN!! I am so done at this point with my life. I wonder how many people gave up at this point... Clap your hands if you don't care!! I hope we all survive this period of our lives. AMENNNNN. Until next time, stay cool ma beans!!

Don't get too worked up... I got angry so I looked up Channie gifs... OOPS... #ShouldBeStudying

This week I've actually been super busy so I had not paid much attention to the people around me... Instead of a WTF Wednesday... I want to make this day a Yugyeom appreciation day because he is my bias right now in GOT7 and I've NEVER had a bias before. 

"Noona do you like me??"

Other members complained about him being cocky... I think that started around this time...

He's literally only 2 years older than me... If I learn Korean and hopefully puberty hits me soon... I might actually have a chance with this guy...

My soul screams when he dances

This kid is still 17

He looks 20 though

When they were filming these teasers... I almost threw my phone on the ground because it was so cringgyyy

He's going to be my next piece of art work

WHOOOOOOOOOOIIIIEEEE

"What's your favorite body part?" "Collarbone"

My reaction after...

Sometimes he annoys the hyuns so much that this happens...

Side 1

Side 2

Either way he still gets judged...

I didn't know how to react to this at all... Mark has really pretty hands??

I really like side 1...

But side two makes me so happy...

Oh maknae... don't ever change....

Since I didn't have a WTF Wednesday for this week, I think I should compensate you guys by having a spam... Seriously though we haven't had a spam for a lonnggg timmeeee. I recently watched a bunch of new dramas and movies with some new rookies and I love all of them!! So let me introduce you to some brand new super cute rookies...

Kwang Si-Yang: He debuted last year Recent drama: Oh My Ghostess

Jr: GOT7; He is a rookie in both the music and acting industry. Recent Drama: My Love Eun Dong

Cheney Chen/ 陈学东: I think of him as a rookie because he only filmed three movies that were a series. Recent Movie: Tiny Times 1-4, King of Masked Singer (judge panel)

Day 6: JYP's new group debut date is this Sunday... All of them looks awesome... Seriously rookies in the music industry.

Kim Seul Gi; She is the famous face behind the Kdrama marathon meme. She started off as a comedian. Recent Drama: Oh My Ghostess

L (Infinite): He looks 12 but he's actually a lot older... Not really a rookie because of the amount of dramas but he had small roles. Recent Drama: The Time We were Not in Love

Song Jae Rim: I found him during WGM, so I am really looking forward to all of his dramas in the future Recent Drama: Unkind Ladies

Kim Yoo Jung: I've been following her ever since she debuted... She literally grew up under my eyes... #proudfan Recent Drama: Bride of the Century

Yang Jin Sung: I seriously love her since she was in two of my favorite Kdramas. Recent Dramas: Bride of the Century & City Hunter

Yang Yang/杨洋: Chinese rookie who I am in love withhhh Recent Drama: The Four

Alright, I haven't had any personal WTF stories because honestly I haven't been in any shocking incidents recently but this week I have a great story for you guys. As you all know, I'm not willing enough to buy clothing that is straight off of the rack, meaning, I don't buy anything that is $20 or more since I'm saving up for college.

I know shocking how I could find cheap but high quality things for less than $20 since mostly every good brand only offers things that are $20 or more. I will show you guys how on this week's Q&A Thursday. Sometimes instead of visiting department stores, I would go to yard sales in hopes of finding new, unopened items for around $2, most of the time though I'm not successful. There is this thing, I don't think anyone knows about these "warehouse wholesale markets" which is basically stuff from department stores that is already at a discounted price, gets distributed into these warehouses and sold for even less.

For example, a pair of clearance sunglasses by Steve Madden is on clearance at Marshalls for $3.00 that's already like 75% off of the original price but after a certain amount of time when no one buys this pair of sunglasses because of some defect, they will be shipped and sold in a warehouse for $0.50. Last weekend, I went to one of these. It was actually my first time and I didn't know about these warehouses either, it was actually my mom who found this on Craigslist. I know, it already sounds shady, but anyways, I tagged along with her because on the pictures, the place didn't look that bad. OH MA LORD. The "warehouse" was basically a huge garage.

I have nothing against downtown LA but you guys all know how it is a place that is pretty dangerous with gangs and stuff like that. This warehouse is in the shadiest part of El Monte which is a pretty worn down city for all of my LA readers and I don't go there often. When we were driving there, I just noticed how the sidewalks became thinner and eventually it disappeared, then the road became bumpy and the houses all had barbed wire fences, and graffiti everywhere. Shiver shiver. After making many many many turns, we finally reached the warehouse which had barely any people and a sign with holes on it that read: SALE TODAY!! Uhhhhhhh.... As we drove into the parking lot, there was signs that read: BEWARE OF DOG everywhere.

The inside was even worse, the first part was all mom jeans, and when you walked in more, there was opened packages and half used shampoo. Yea they were all Calvin Klein and Tommy Hilfiger but they were all the things that no one else wanted. The clearance sunglasses were all broken, and the toys were all opened. The worst part was, the owner of the "warehouse" appeared very threatening and scary. The place didn't look like what would be a part of LA. I didn't buy anything there but I breathed some gas tasting oxygen and then immediately walked out. I think I'm just going to stick to my yard sales, thank YOU very much. Until next time, stay cool ma beans. 

I would like to post what the fan fic was about but that would ruin my no sexual content streak... *Insert awkward laugh here*... Seriously though okay here is what happened... KCon LA ended last Sunday while I cried on my bed that I didn't go and this morning when I checked my phone the next day, this was literally everywhere. There was a OPEN MIC 18+ FAN FICTION READING at KCon LA this year.

WHY?? WHYYYYYY??? AND GUESS WHO HAD TO READ IT?? THAT'S RIGHT HOON BAE HIMSELF READ THE STORY!!!

Hold on. Let me go and stab myself multiple times and smash my brain for reading what the fan fic was about. Just know that it has something to do with Baekyun and Chen. I never understood or read even on fan fiction. Why would you ship two guys together? Like they never said that they were together, so why are you shoving them together sexually??

I do get that hey Chanyeol and Baekyun looks cute together LIKE BROTHERS, but fan fiction is just wayyyyy to much. A while back, some fan sent Chanyeol a fan fiction and it was BY ACCIDENT!!! WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING?? That was an accident which is understandable but this is ON PURPOSE!! By reading this, you are just grossing out the people around you, and making others feel uncomfortable. Imagine reading Fifty Shades of Grey in public where your parents are. You wouldn't would you, BECAUSE IT MAKES OTHER PEOPLE FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE!! This made me very glad that I wasn't there to participate this year but imagine if the fan fiction was about the group that was performing that day. You won't get their attention but you would just gross them out.

I don't see any purpose in the Open Mic from a business perspective. First, it doesn't attract more people to the event, you guys are literally building a bad reputation for yourself. Second, because of this stunt, maybe idols wouldn't want to come to KCon anymore. This is gonna spread in the KPop world and this will give the KPop fans a bad reputation of writing gross things and making idols read them. I thought that this year's KCon couldn't go anymore perfect with all of the lineups even though Jackson wasn't here, but it wasn't because IT ENDED ON THE LOWEST AND GROSSEST NOTE EVER!! I'm not against writing fan fiction because it takes a lot of creativity, but I don't ever want to read one or hear one at an even that I paid to go to. I hope this tradition doesn't last. Until next time, stay cool ma beans.  

This is why I hate children and teenagers in general. My generation is literally ruining the minds of the younger generations. Without furthur ado, let's talk about this.... UGH.... So the "Don't Judge Me Challenge" is basically TEENAGERS AND CHILDREN Sharping their faces with black dots, lipstick used for white dots, and of course QTIPS AND UNIBROWS ARE ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY ON A FACE....

DUH... And this is perceived as the before version of the "Don't Judge Me". Then they cover the camera, removes their hand, and BAM... Some normal looking teenager or child with pimple free face and a butt load of make up because, they are now "beautiful". K den.

I don't want to put an example because on my Facebook wall, I saw yesterday that there was these two little boys doing this challenge, and WHY??? WHYYYYYYYYY??? THEY ARE LITERALLY 10-12... WHYYYYYYYY???? You should be playing outside with mud, like what I did.... YOU CANNOT DO DIS!!

Then last night on my Instagram feed, there was a little girl about 9 or 10 doing this challenge, and I cannot. First of all, NORMAL PEOPLE DO NOT HAVE Q-TIPS COMING OUT OF THEIR EARS NORMALLY!!! That is not a physical defect that is possible on human beings. Second, I know a lot of people who suffers from acne problems and I think that I would have a unibrow too if I didn't take care of my face. Theses things are normal to have on faces, and they shouldn't be considered to be ugly. It's normal... Currently I have three pimples on my face. Everything is put so out of context. I hate this challenge.

Third, why are children doing this challenge?? They should not be worried about their appearance at such a young age. When I was 10, my mom still picked out what I wore to school. I've never even touched Facebook until I was in 6th grade. The most disturbing thing is that, this challenge is TRENDING in China also, my Chinese Instagram knock off app is over flowing with videos from these challenges. I'm done talking about this topic. I hate this post.... WTF... Until next time, stay cool ma beans.