HH & Her Beans

OLO ma beans!! Well I have just finished Junior year today. I have ended this year with a 3.83 GPA!!! SOMEONE HOLLA AT ME!!! I know it's not the best GPA (aka 4.00) but if you know the situation that I'm stuck in (aheemmm the hardest math teacher in the school) then you would congratulate me... But since y'all are all my fans I need you to congratulate me... #YouNeedToSupportMeBecauseYouLoveMe

Since it is the last day of school, I want to thank a few people... First, I have someone special I need to thank which is this senior in my APES class. He came to find me three times to get his yearbook signed but because I was so brain dead I couldn't write anything meaningful. I mean my brain is still dead, but I can at least say what I want to say now. I'm not sure if you are going to read this but hey there... Thank you for letting me bother you at 3 am in the morning, then at like 2 am, and then at 1 am. Then sending me your essays and your applications when I needed them even though I didn't get into any of them. You stayed patient with me even though I bothered you really late about helping my friend with math. Then giving me advice about college. You're awesome dude and you're gonna do so well in college.

The second person I want to thank is my best friend. You helped me do my homework without anything complains when I was stressing and stayed by my side even though I know I'm really negative. You let me rant to you sometimes be mean to you just so I can be happy and honestly I can't ask for anyone better to share this friendship with for the past 5 years. The last person I want to thank is my Desdemona (inside joke). He literally helped me edit an essay for THREE HOURS and then helped me with math questions. You are going to do so great in the future with your kind heart and college. I honestly think you shouldn't hang out around me because my personality is not the best. These people has made it possible for me to survive this year. I honestly cannot wait until next year where all my hard work will pay off. Now time for yoga class, until next time stay cool ma beans!!

We have not had one of these for a verrryyy long time, but BOOYYY DO I HAVE A RANT FOORRR YOUUUUU!! This is about SAT testing... So if you think this topic is boring please feel free to find the WTF Wednesday tag or explore my blog... LET'S CONTINUE WITH THIS!! Collegeboard is a "non-profit organization that connects students to college success and opportunities".

And by "non-profit" they mean: a charge for SAT testing, ACT testing, SAT II, review materials, score reports, AND score choice. AND by "college success and opportunities" they mean: you must take these tests or else you will not get into college and even if you get a high score you might not be guaranteed acceptance in the college you want to get into. I literally cannot stress how many of the "college search" emails I get every single day. On average in a week I literally get around 15-20 emails. BUT YOU CAN UNSUBSCIRBE!! I still want these opportunities... Maybe I might just go to Indiana University or University of Alaska. You know what else bothers me... THE FACT THAT THEY SEND OUT TEST SCORES DAYS BEFORE BIG HOLIDAYS!! I AM NOT EVEN TRYING TO FOOL YO!!

Me hitting my SAT scores... Or my prep books... Whatever floats your goat...

The November SAT scores came out days before Thanksgiving DAY and the December SAT score CAME OUT TODAAAYYYYYYYYY!! What is today... Like two days before Christmas?? Do you Collegeboard people seriously want to ruin our lives like this?? Because of the score that was released today, my mother made me delete all forms of social media from my phone. THANK YOU SATAN!! I literally cannot... Do you want to know what my desk looks like??

SAT got me all worked up...

I have TWO SAT prep books on my desk at the moment and it is one in the morning here. Someone please tell College board that WE ARE ON VACATION!!! You know... Sometimes when I get angry enough... I start looking through the authors of who wrote the textbooks and wonder if their parents never got married then I would not be learning that thing right now... So who invented Collegeboard?? Which teacher decided, "HEY you know what's a great idea?? Not only charge kids for a national test they have to take but also ruin their lives by constantly changing the format of the test!!" THANK YOUUUU SAAAATTTANNNNNNNNN!! I am so done at this point with my life. I wonder how many people gave up at this point... Clap your hands if you don't care!! I hope we all survive this period of our lives. AMENNNNN. Until next time, stay cool ma beans!!

Don't get too worked up... I got angry so I looked up Channie gifs... OOPS... #ShouldBeStudying

You guys know how grateful I am and all that blah blah blah stuff... Let's just get straight to it!! I wanted to share with you guys some of my favorite KOREAN YouTubers and YouTube videos. Maybe you know them or maybe you don't... Just thought I'd share... THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME REACH 3K!!

OLO ma beans!! Sorry I've been so inactive lately. You know before I would see on YouTuber Facebook pages and stuff where they apologize and I'm just like "Gurl you don't need to apologize for anything. You have your own life." (・ω・)ノBut as a writer now, I realize that there is a need to apologize to my readers and my bean army. I feel guilty that I'm not providing you guys with the things you want to read and I feel guilty that you guys come on to this blog looking for new content and I don't have any for you. (p_-) Recently the height of Junior year just kicked in and my GPA is slowly sliding downhill so to keep that up, I have to sacrifice one of three things: social life, blog, or TV time. I decided to sacrifice blog time because I need those other two to inspire my blog. I love ma beans and you all know that. I really hope all of you can support me through this year. I will to my best to upload content as soon as possible and as much as possible. Until next time, stay cool ma beans!!

So this past Sunday was my awesome mommy's birthday!! We celebrated by going out to eat and then shopping until three in the afternoon. I am really grateful for having such a lenient parent in my life. I have changed my idea of what I want to major in numerous time and I joked around with her that I'm probably not going to get into college because of how horrible my grades are and yet she still believed in me. Most Asian parents would have probably planned out their children's life and did not allow any changes from that course so I'm glad that my mom is open minded. She literally works weekends and weekdays just to provide me with the materialistic things that I want. She is constantly pushing me so I can perform to the best of my abilities. Heck, she cares more about my sleeping schedule than the grades that I'm getting which is kind of a crazy concept for Asian parents. I am really grateful for having someone as inspiring as her in my life. No matter what happens, she is forever not only a parent to me but also a really good friend. It wasn't a crazy weekend but I wanted to show how much I appreciated my mom. Until next time, go give your mom a hug and stay cool ma beans. 

My bean army has officially reached 2K!! Party fingerzzz!!! I honestly don't know what to say without sounding cliche and the usual: "I want to thank you guys so much...etc." You guys know how thankful I am to have you all here with me. Everyday when I go to check out my stats, I would see you guys actually physically searching up for my blog. Not just accidentally getting to my blog through the GIFs and pictures that I post... I want to really thank you guys for putting in that little bit of effort because if I found a blog and I found one interesting post... I wouldn't search up the blog just because I'm realllllyy lazy. Thank you guys for being the best audience ever. I didn't want to say fans because you might not be a fan of me rather a fan of what I do. I promised that this fan service would be even more interesting, so instead of a spam (since I do that all the time) I would like to reveal my Netflix history... Yup getting even more private... Since I can't show you guys my account, I thought I would just post all my recent history.

You guys all know that I love crime shows and yes after Bones I'm starting CSI. AND BONES JUST ADDED SEASON 10!!

Zoe Deschanel is so stunning #womancrush. But Jess character is so cute and dorky... I LOVE IT

I love watching little kids have more talent than me... #bitter

I love this show... I'm surprised to find it in the back of my history... I honestly love this show so much. It's only in the back only because the new season wasn't uploaded yet.

I learned how to frost a cupcake from this show... Yea I had not realized that frosting melt when you put it on hot cupcakes...

I just realized that her jawline changes.... I still love this movie though... Give me this movie any time and I will watch it

I'm pretty sure this is the movie that inspired me to be a lawyer... Really bad reason but she showed me that if you want something you have to earn it.

You all should have expected this... I just replay and replay parts of this drama because it's so great. I don't want to let the drama to ever end.

Yea I watch this... and IT'S SO CUTE!!

I can't believe how far I'm going back... This was literally what I watched this summer... Anime lovers don't get your hopes up. My anime friends have been trying to convert me for ages. NO WAY TO SUCCEED!! NO WAY!!

I seriously have no idea what you guys are reading on my blog everyday. Literally my life is super hectic so I don't post as often though but you guys always surprise me with the amount of views and beans I get. I want to thank you guys through another spam because you guys seemed to really like the spams... This time the spam is going to be intense because I actually found a bias in this group (mostly I like all of them... but this time... WOWOWOW he's just perfect)...

This is a group called BTS

They have crazy bacon like this...

Sometimes they judge each other because they are so weird

But I love them anyways...

I've been trying to learn this dance since summer vacation

LOOK AT THAT BUTTERFLY

Suga is the cutey pie

I could totally see him in a drama

That is the most beautiful hand flower I've ever seen

LOOK AT THAT SMILE!!

He can also be smexy...

But he can also be a little duck

*Insert volcanic explosion here*

This is Hoppie

I love his personality

He's not afraid to be silly

He's a lot like me... Extremely quirky

This is the baby that could break my heart any second

V is like a little kid

He is filled with charisma

Like this...

And this...

Rap Monster is the only other rapper other than Jackson and Bobby that I like

He reminds me of a sloth

JK more like the funniest guy alive

That's right...

He gets amazed by the smallest things

Jin has the most unmemorable face out of all of the idols... Yet somehow I still remember his face clearly

He looks like the boy next door no matter what he wears

He's as shy as a button

But he can catch your heart like *that*

He is the cutest when he eats

He just turned 18 this year

His sleeping face is like an angel

He does fan service like no one else

He looks like the other boy next door...

I love this MV...

This is his attempt to be smexy... He succeeded...

Jimin is my bias...

Sometimes he's kind of creepy

But most of time he's like this...

He plays basketball looking like this...

His body waves are like no one else...

But most of all... His charisma can change in one second

Never change BTS... never...