HH & Her Beans

It is the week before school, yes that's right, school starts next Wednesday. WHOOOPIIII DOOOOOO... No. Okay. No. This morning was registration for me so I had to get up at 7:30.

Practicing for school amma right??  ( - w - ) Since my school is so huge, we divide the registration day into 4 separate days, each day for a different grade. Seniors registered on Friday, Juniors and Sophomores are today, and Freshmans tomorrow.

I am currently wearing make up because my parents buys the school picture every year, and so I gotta look nice. So I just got here, I met up with S and we are currently standing in line. I see the super nice PTSA mom that is there every year since I've been at my high school. She is always smiling and looking super positive. Station 1 was where they checked my paper work. This classroom belongs to the legendary Mr. L whose AP English class is the hardddesssttttt class ever, even worse than AP Bio. I AM SO GLAD THAT I DIDN'T GET HIM FOR AP English next year. YAY!! Next we moved on to purchase my ID card which is free and since I don't ever do anything athletic or have school spirit, I didn't buy the school shirt or pay for anything extra.

My mom insists that she wants to join the Chinese PTSA club which means paying $10 for a program that she doesn't even go to. I remember going with her to the first meeting during Freshman year and that scared the poop out of me because one of the girls actually dropped out of AP Bio and took the class outside of school. UHHHHHH.... I AM GONNA FAIL.... Which I kind of did... But it gave me a false idea of high school, making it all complicated and stuff.

The overall PTSA was next which was useless because they don't provide agendas anymore so no need to "donate" to that. The final... finaaalll station was ID pictures and textbooks. This year's ID picture was kinda gross but at the same time decent. I didn't have a awkward smile but what I had was a double chin that I had while my head was tilting a little bit upwards, but all is over now. I AM DONE WITH REGISTRATION AND I AM STILL NOT READY FOR SCHOOL!! Summer vacation was just too short. Until next time, stay cool ma beans. 

After witnessing the horror of warehouse sales (WTF Wednesday story), I think I should give direction to the people who are starting to save money for college, so this whole week I'll be focusing on saving money and all that adult life stuff that no one wants to think about. Before all that, let's talk about what's happening in the world.... of KPop.... Recently some EXO-L noticed on Pann that D.O has gained "a lot of weight" for his new role as a country boy so I checked out those pictures. Yes he does look a little bit chubbier but he's always been the type to gain weight easily. Plus they aren't on tour anymore, so it's not that big of a deal that he's gaining weight.

I don't mind if this creature gained a little weight...

PPLLLUUSSS the weight gain is to fit his character for his new drama, so I support him. Moving on to Chanyeol's disgraceful gesture that was pointed out AGAIN ON PANN. Honestly, Pann brings up so much little tiny details that no one notices. Apparently Chanyeol made a rude gesture, and blah blah blah. He's 22, it's still normal to act like a teenager.

Okay he only got a nose job....

Boys are suppose to be five years younger than their age, so it's okay Chanyeol just don't do it again in front of the cameras. Maybe other members make the same gestures behind the scenes, who knows. Since there was no response from either SM or Chanyeol, it must mean that either the situation is not big enough, or Chanyeol didn't actually make that gesture. Speaking of Chanyeol, when you look at this childhood photos he was soooooo different, like his puperty hit him like a truck... Just like T.O.P. and his weight loss. Chanyeol is so pretty now. Like he's great looking since he only got a nose job and that's it. There has been two comebacks with SHINee "Married to the Music" which creeped me out so much. The music video was like a Disney show. Wonder Girls' comeback song reminded me of the 80's and since I was never a big fan of them, I don't think I'll be reacting to them this week. Plus I already have a song lined up for tomorrow.... I bet you guys are going to love me for it. Until next time, stay cool ma beans!!

Dear My Favorite Person,  

It's getting closer to back to school, so I might not see you that often anymore or much at all. I want to say thanks on this blog of mine that I've never told you about. You might never read find it and never know how awesome you've been, but I just wanted to remember you. We met on the second day of my internship. You were a patient, and I was the assistant. I was new and I helped you check in, it turned out that you bought the "package" and that means you'll only be there about seven more times before you don't need the treatments anymore. Dr. W was on his lunch break when you came before your appointment time. You asked me about how I got the internship, which TV shows I liked, and why I wanted to study medicine. You knew more about me than some of my friends does after thirty minutes. I thought that I would never see you again, because each appointment times were different but you came every Saturday after that week at the same time. Not only that but you would buy me lunch. Literally anyone who gives me food is someone that I become fast friends with. I never told you how much my summer has sucked with all the homework and not being able to go anywhere, and because of you I had something to look forward to during the weekend. I wouldn't trade you for all the fluffy chickens in the world. Thanks man for being my food buddy, a good friend, wonderful humorous entertainer, human alarm clock, and so much more just for this summer. You made me live my Saturdays like an adult who has a job and yet she still gets to hang out with her coworker at the same time. I had loads of fun sharing my work space with you and thanks for changing the music whenever I get too sleepy. I hope your back gets better. Until next time, stay cool ma beans and I'll miss you loads.  

Normally, I usually write negative things on here because that's the only way for me to get rid of my negativity but sometimes, the most important things are the small things.

This whole summer, my best guy friend was in China attending his sister's wedding, and this weekend he finally came back. I didn't realize how much I missed his company even though it was only for 2 hours. To demonstrate this even more, while I was at TJMaxx, one of two things happened. On Saturday, I curled my hair for the second time with my new flexible sticks (IDK what they are called) and I thought I looked pretty awkward because when I got to TJMaxx, my curls all fell out and I felt fat after eating dinner. However, while I was pushing through the clothes, I looked up, and this cute guy was putting on his sweater, and he was staring straight at me. He had noticed me. The fact that he noticed me, made me happy.

He was cute, yes, but the fact that someone noticed and maybe thought, "She looks attractive." He then smiled and put on his hoodie. This little gesture makes it worth it for me to dress up, and look nice. It's the feeling as if you do look attractive to someone, or the fact that you caught someone's attention in a positive way just makes your day a whole lot better. Since this guy stared at me, I thought I would pass on the attention to someone else. Normally staff who works at the fitting room counter are really grouchy in department stores, especially in Ross as I've mentioned before. This time, the woman working at the counter was not greeting any of the customers, nor was she counting the clothes without slamming the hangers together.

When it came to my turn, I complimented her on her nail polish, and she immediately just smiled. I didn't know that it was possible to change someone's attitude with one sentence. Just one sentence. It amazed me the amount of impact I have on a person's life. So just until school starts, whenever someone changes your day in a positive light. Make sure you pass on the favor and tag me on Instagram: @ahandherbeans . Yes I deactivated my KPop account, and gave you guys this account. Until next time, stay cool ma beans. 

Guess where I'm writing from?? My bed. At 1:22 AM. Ha. Normally I don't have rants on Mondays because I usually don't do much on weekend with social media. BUT OH MY G!!! I NEED TO RANT!!!!! 


Okay so there is this girl (B), who is extreeeemmmeeeeelllyyyy close with someone from KPop group A. I will not name her. This girl goes to the same school as me and she knows someone from A. She graduated the same year as my best besssstttt friend and she has a YouTube channel where she does covers. There is a member from A called C, so C has a little brother called D. B went to the same school as C.


I am so annoyed at her for 2 reasons... JUST 2. 1st: she's been to homecoming/prom/whatever formal dance that I have at my school with both C AND D. The thing that bothers me is that they are siblings and D is not famous, and so why are you going with C and then going with his little brother?? Are you just trying to use his fame for something?? Just imagine this conversation going on without you... D: "Hey, I asked someone to homecoming today." C: "Oh yea who??" D: "The girl you went with last year. Don't worry though, we're just friends." 


Just imagine having that conversation with anyone. I just realized that "D:" looks like my expression while I was thinking this through. 2nd: Why do you use the hashtag "imissyou" when you wished him happy birthday?? In addition to that, what's with the quote on your Tumblr??


The quote was basically something along the lines of "I hear your music on the radio and you sing about how you love a girl. Although you've never told me, I know that you love me." Bro. The fact that C's fans know that you know him means that we are going to interpret it as you thinking that he "loves" you. I'm sorry for being so bitter but it's just the truth. Fans are going to be like "are you dating him????" and then you are going to be like "oh nah we are just friends" so why are you doing this in the first place?? Why are you using these quotes??? Like couldn't you picked something more educational and inspiring like a quote by Albert Einstein. #muchwow 


Do you see all of the annoyed GIFs
that I used?? Yea... I'm this
annoyed. 

The hashtag... I get it, you guys are close and you really do miss him but just putting it out there, he's in Korea and you are here, he doesn't visit you anymore. You want to get his attention or get more followers, you might have to do that on your own, through your YouTube channel, stop trying to use him and his family as a source of popularity for you to gain followers because you are friends with him. You guys have no idea how annoyed I was yesterday about this situation. UGH. With all negativity aside, she's actually really pretty and she went to a good college so much goals. I hope that one comment made me a better person. Probably not... But if you guys wanted positivity and perfection, you wouldn't be here... You would be on YouTube!!! Until next time, stay cool ma beans!!

I think I'm going to focus this whole week on makeovers because it is the half way point for my summer vacation. I bought some school supplies yesterday so this Thursday is going to be a school supplies for cheap post. Honestly my mom complains that I'm shopping for back to school a little too early but these sales are already starting so I have to shop!! It's a need!! KPop groups have make overs, Kdrama heroines have makeovers, I just did a make over. Well kinda... Not really.... I'm currently going through a makeover. Since I've had PE for the number of years that I'm alive, I've never got the chance to dress up for school or look my best because I always have to consider how my hair is since I have to run in PE and I don't like getting my hair everywhere, so I can't style my hair at all. Then I can't wear certain clothes because I have to change for PE and then I have to change back again. I have huge problems with socks and flip flops because I have to wear socks with my PE shoes, so I have to pack socks if I'm going to wear flip flops for that day, which is really gross. I guess I'm not going to look like those Tumblr girls because other wise I would be virally famous but I'm not, so at least I will look presentable. There are some people who are like, "You shouldn't dress up for anyone but yourself." Honestly it feels nice to want to go to school looking nice because you want someone to notice you. You prepare beforehand and when they don't it doesn't feel nice BUT there are going to be other people who notices the change. If you are the kind of person who feels nice if you dress up then go ahead and dress to impress. AM I RIGHTTT?? That's it for today, until next time stay cool ma beans!!

I stopped watching Kdramas, I'm sorry I'm just not as interested in them anymore. Don't worry thought Kpop Reaction Tuesdays are still gonna be here and just Kdrama Reactions are not there.... I haven't really reacted to any Kdramas really... so they will not be missed!!

Anyways, I started watching a bunch of Chinese dramas, one being The Empress of China/ Wu Mei Niang Legend. This drama focus around the life one girl whose father sells her into the palace as a concubine to the emperor and her rise to power. It's pretty intense... There are so many plot twists that your brain will look like a licorice after the drama. I want to tell you about the drama, but I'm probably going to spoil the whole thing in a paragraph... Just know that Fan Bing Bing and one of the costars in the drama got engaged right after!! GOOD FOR HER!!

The following drama that I would recommend which is The Four. I'm not sure if the title will pop up since there was two movie versions and two drama versions, they might all pop up but the one you want is the 2015 version with four guys around their 20s. Yes it has my baby 杨洋 in it, and he plays the one in Kdramas where they only wear white... He's like the new Kim Hyun Joon. Except less blonde, and A LOT prettier!! This drama is about four guys who are famous private investigators that work for the Emperor, and the villain is this Chinese actor that I reallllyyyy dislike because he played the villain in so many dramas. It's kinda his thing.

Finally I stopped watching historical dramas, and moved on to a modern day drama, the final drama that I'm watched is Sheng Xia Wan Qing Tian... Well that I watched so far... Get this, the main actor and actress are married in real life!! The main girl, Yang Mi was from one of my favorite dramas so I followed her dramas specifically, and her husband Hawick Lau is blowing up in China right now, so far I've seen about 5 dramas that he filmed within the past month!! This is a typical idol drama except, there are about 3.5 villains that you have no idea whether they changed to be good or not... I will soon post about my all time favorite dramas, Kdramas included so stay in tuned for dat.... Until next time,stay cool ma beans!! 

When colleges are looking at your application, there should be a lot of decorations along with your good grades, so of course, I got some volunteering opportunities and a internship this summer. Normally during the school year, I would teach little kids art as my dad's assistant art teacher on Saturday for about two hours, then it will depend on the day when I go and volunteer for the TAB. This summer in addition to those things, I managed to get a internship/volunteer opportunity with a chiropractor. My first shift was actually last Saturday and boy it was awesome!! The doctor that I'm volunteering for is Dr. W, he owns a small but well known clinic next door to my dad's studio. I got there around 3 ish and so I signed in and the nurse on duty started showing me what I needed to do. The thing was, she was getting paid for doing the job that she's doing, but since I was there, I was doing everything for free, so I guess that's why Dr. W let me volunteer since you have to be an adult to be able to help the patients. I assisted him anyways, for the two hours I was there, I saw three patients, made 3 appointments, and assembled two new patient folders. I literally stood for 2 glorious hours experiencing what a pre-med intern would experience. Because of this assistance job, I literally fast forwarded my life by 10 years!! Anyways, I helped to massage the patients and use ultra sound. The best part is, I get to go there every Saturday starting now. I am also going to try to make it to a kitten shelter orientation, but I think that it's too far. We'll see what happens. I am also going on vacation on July 4th for I think 3 days?? It's short because I have cats... I am also starting a series of Chinese TV shows and dramas, so get ready for some reaction posts. Until next time, stay cool ma beans!!