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Two Rants in 1 Week!!

9:00 AM

OLO ma beans!! I haven't been posting lately because I have a lot going on right now. First, I'm working as tutor after school so I can make some extra cash. But while I'm doing that I'm also a working/aspiring artist so I need to get pieces in constantly. I produce around 1 piece a day. AND I'm also going to normal school. ANNNNDD I'm also trying to keep a social life. I'M HELLA BUSAY!! 

But I'm not complaining, I love this life. There might be some bumps in the road.... Such as the story later on... I think I'm going to get through this semester alright. So I have another rant for you. My AP English teacher is the best person to rant about because she's both biased and racist so YAY public education!!!! As you all know by now this woman favors the top students and apparently this girl got the first full score on an essay. Okay good job for them... OH NONONOOOOO she had to READ the essay in class... And she said, "I don't want to reveal who she is." Two seconds later.... LITERALLY TWO SECONDS... she points to her and was like, "GIVE A HAND TO HER!!!" UHHHHHH... How is this helping me in anyway?? And she cried... She cried because she was so touched by the essay. This is ridiculous!!! RIDICULOUS!!! WHY ARE YOU CRYING???
Are you on your moon cycle?? I know you like her but you can't just show plain old bias like this. You can't be this obvious on who you favor over others. Teachers are not suppose to act this way and yet somehow because she is an AP teacher she has the right to do that. Do I hate my life?? Hell yes. Literally every night I sleep at 2 in the morning. Do teachers realize that we have homework for other classes? This is probably why I like my history teacher much better than other teachers because she went to school here and she knows the pressure. WHY DON'T TEACHERS UNDERSTAND US?? I'm too poor to afford private school but public education should give me the same knowledge and yet I get stuck with a teenage teacher who has no idea what is going on. By the way did I also mention that she's a racist?? Nah she's not racist towards students but she sets herself as the "superior race". 
She is constantly talking about how "white" she is. And she does not mean Starbucks and Uggs she literally refers to her skin color. I. Don't. Care. About. What. You. Think. Of. Yourself. I am here to learn and yet you are preventing from that by talking about your life. Since you could care less about me, I could care less about you. Literally I feel like public schools should just put the top percent people in AP Classes because teachers don't care about the average students anyways. I wanna hear your rant story... Post them down in the comments below!! Let's get a discussion going on how "wonderful" all of ma beans' lives are... Until next time, stay cool ma beans!!

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First Day of School: I am having Suicidal Ideas...

11:30 PM

You know ma beans... I did originally have a post for Summer Mondays since it was the last Monday that you guys spend with me... But guess who took that post away?? That's right AP English took that post away, so if you guys want to blame anyone blame the people who assigned the summer assignments that are due on the first day of school. Since you guys couldn't experience my classes with me... I thought I bring you along...

Period 1:
I was stuck in traffic at around 7:45, which is pretty early for me considering the fact that I normally arrive at school late. So I grabbed my backpack and speed walked awkwardly to my first period class which is Honors U.S. History. I read some pretty negative reviews about this teacher, so I didn't have my hopes up. On my way, I found my friend who had the same first period and we walked to class together happily because we both knew that we could be screwed together. My teacher was pretty young, except she got out of breath from pacing in a 5 feet area (for obvious reasons that I will not mention). Knowing that my annotations for my AP English class is still not legit, I tried to squeeze in a few sticky notes here and there only to have her stop me because she was explaining how to survive Junior Year. Yes I appreciate you for explaining but honestly these advice do not apply for me. Let me give you an example, one of them was: Take the courses that will help you in your major. Yea okay... Like anyone is going to do that... Everyone takes 3-4 APs and yet you suggest that we only take the two that pertains to my major?? I seriously don't. NO. But I closed my book, accepting the fact that I was going to fail anyways and continued listening to her lecture. 
Period 2: 
Yup... It's AP English... My two classes are on opposite sides of the campus so I was almost late because I was walking with my friends but I made it just in time. I took a seat in the back to only have her change our seats. There is this guy in my class who I think should be in regular English not because he's not smart enough but because of how frazzled he already was on the first day. He sits down one seat away from me with the popular people and he asks loudly, "WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TABS IN THEIR BOOKS?? DID WE HAVE TO HAVE THOSE??" Then people responded with, "Don't you mean sticky notes??" Then while I was praying that I won't be seated next to him, she assigned me to the seat right next to him. We then had to use Chromebooks (Google powered laptops), this guy had a Chromebook under his chair but he didn't look, got up and got another laptop. Since we have the exact amount, someone else didn't get theirs, so I had to point out that he had one underneath him. It's gonna be a long year... Not only the guy is annoying but also my AP English teacher is the same thing as my AP Bio teacher... THEY BOTH CHANGE THE DIRECTIONS THAT THEY GIVE OUT AND THEY ARE AMBIGUOUS TO THE MAX!! She literally told Period 1 one thing, then Period 2 another. I don't understand why teachers are less organized than students.
Period 3: 
YAYAYAYAYYAY AP Environmental Science?? no. I was seated with 3 Senior GUYS with one of them being my speech and debate captain who didn't even know my name. The guy to my left is one of the most awkward people I have ever met. That's right... He is even more awkward than me. In APES for the first week it is all about team bonding where we do activities to improve teamwork, and so... We did an activity where we had to stand up by linking everyone's hands together... SO THAT MEANS HOLDING HANDS TEMPORARILY RIGHHHTTT??? Nope.. While we were deciding how to work out the hand hold, he was still holding my hand while holding another person's hand... DUDE... LETTTT GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... I cannot emphasize enough on how awkward all these guys are... Literally there is this guy in that same class who makes awkward eye contact with me every single time I turn around.... Please just say "hi" or just don't stare...
Period 4: 
It's AP Chinese with the same people and the same teacher... Whooppiiiieee... I sat at a table with the people who are wannabes and are also not very smart... so time to switch seats tomorrow. I can't handle a full year of fakeness. 
Period 5: 
Art Honors is equally awkward because I'm the only sophomore who got in through my profolio and not through the class before.... #feelingexclusive In that class... You literally get to do whatever you want, just pain and sketch all day. Working on that profolio. 
Period 6: 
For math I got the same math teacher again. She seems to have a very good memory of me... I don't know how or why... But she does!! So I guess I'm getting good grades this year!! I got my math award and everything went back to Sophomore year.
It's hard to believe that I'm a Junior already... If you guys want I can post up what I was originally going to write for Summer Mondays but I might not at the same time because I'm too busy with my AP classes. Thank you guys so much for being with me every single day of my horrible year. Until next time stay cool ma beans. 

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Deep Thoughts Monday: Love at First Sight

9:30 AM

I actually discussed about this topic in English during my Freshman year while we were on Romeo and Juliet. I loved this topic because I don't believe in "love at first sight". Yea I would love a fairy tale ending where this super perf guy sees me and then two seconds later, he wants to marry me, but I bet you there would be problems after that. I think that when one sees someone else, the first thing they notice is their physical appearance. You can't really be like "OHHHHH I love his personality from just looking at his gorgeous face!!"

It doesn't work that way. If you say that he was "love at first sight" you are basing everything on his physical appearance. You know nothing about his personality and whether he will treat you right. Okay I've seen someone and been like, “WOWOWOOWOWWOW he's very attractive" then went up and talked to that guy, but I've never been like, "WOWOWOOWOWWOW I love this guy" right after I see him. Some first sight believers might be like, "IT'S FATE!!"
You will understand this only if you are a true Kpop fan....
Okay girl... You can think of it that way... But when you don't have the courage to go up to this guy to talk to him and miss him... YOU JUST LOST YOUR FATED GUY!!! So like the guys that you date later... Guess what sistar... HE'S NOT THE ONE FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU MISSED YOUR CHANCE!!!! This is another reason that I don't believe in love at first sight because no one knows how many "love at first sight" you are going to have. Take Romeo and Juliet for example, they had one experience of love at first sight... LOOK AT HOW THAT TURNED OUT!!! Anyways... Does it count if every time I see an attractive guy I should be like, "LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT??" Like how does the whole "love at first sight" works. Please comment down below and follow me on this bloogggggg. Tell me what you think. Until next time, stay cool ma beans!!

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