HH & Her Beans

OLO ma beans!!! I've been getting some comments and emails addressing the fact that I'm not posting much.... And that I need to rant more!!! My explanation for why I haven't been posting will be on a separate post probably up tomorrow....

She won't even CONSIDER writing rec letters for me because I am "average". You know what else pisses me off?? The fact that she is constantly praising the top two students of the class and ignoring other students. Honestly we need more praise than them because that is all they get. Speaking of AP classes, I share my APES class with Seniors and apparently my teacher thought that it would be hilarious if I was sitting with a table FULL of Seniors. This is second semester... Literally as long as they pass the class they will be happy, while me on the other hand. I still have ONE FULL YEAR OF WORRYING in front of me. I want to go to a good college not a semi good college. Do these teachers understand that?? Juniors should sit with Juniors and Seniors with Seniors. If there are successful business people out there please remember me because I might work as the Janitor in your company in the future. Remember to give me promotions. I wanted to target the one percent people in this post but I think they deserve a second one. Until next time stay cool ma beans. 

Here is a calming GIF to keep you going

I didn't post on Friday because seriously, this post will combine everything I had to say on Friday. Let's take a look back at this school year shall we?? Remember when I was complaining about the AP test and my teachers?? And the numerous dumb people in my periods?? Well, I am still complaining about them. JK, I will probably leave that at the end of the post because it's time for some positivity on this blog and also to end the year.

There has been so many firsts this year, even though they might not all have been fun and games, it was still a good experience. Let's go all the way back to registration day... This year was the first time when I was allowed to keep my hair down for my ID picture.

That's right people, my mom is this strict and I was required to put my hair up into a pony tail every time. The second first... Does that make sense? I guess so, of course, I took my first AP class. It was horrible in both the people involved and the teacher involved, but it was still a first. Then when the class started, it was the first time where I had to stay after school until dinner time for a school activity, and come during the weekend to the park. It also gave me the first time where I stayed up passed 2 on a school night.

Not because I was doing actual work, but I was watching stuff so I can update you guys which is awesome!! This was also the first year where I wore black in school. Ya guys, I wore color before... LOL no... The thing is, I only wore navy blue before, I didn't have anything black, and now I am slowly evolving my wardrobe into something more mature and stable. I do still wear color... I'm not turning emo but I am wearing more professional colors like grays, blacks, and solids.

Aiming for this look...

BTW... I like pink but I look fat in pink... Yea my logic works. This year has also been the first year where I was not involved in a relationship or a crush. I did find some people attractive... I find a lot of people attractive but I did not like any of them for their personality. This shows how bad my school is because literally no one is attractive anymore. It's also the first year where I am involved with a school activity, again it's not a great experience because everyone is super fake... but it's still a first!! I think that's all the firsts this year... I saved my favorite first last which is starting this blog. It's actually the first step I took into my blogging career!! I wanted to thank you guys for going through thin and thick with me, so thank you!! When does your school year end?? Comeback tomorrow for the lasts that I've experienced this year. Until next time stay cool ma beans!!

I have to tell you guys something. So this year, I am taking my first ever AP Class, which is AP Bio and let me tell you about how ugly things get between the arrogant, douchebag people in that class. With the end of the year coming, and the last lab currently being carried out, I have a loser in my group who is the worst nightmare. Today as the lab progressed for the third day, lets call him, P. I seriously wish that I can expose this guy right now for being the biggest jerk in the whole world, no joke. So this guy, after he sets up, he tells me, "I'm going to work on MY surface area." And this lab, it requires me every 2 minutes to check how much the water has gone down, so it is very time consuming and this guy moves away from our table, on to the other side, and starts working on his own lab. Without any contribution to the group. Like WTF. During this lab, P constantly wants to change the variable into something that either does not work, or he has no idea how to do (proving his stupidity). Not only that but then, he also asks other groups constantly for help, on things that he has no idea on. When I came back home tonight, I just messaged him, and I said exactly this: Hey P, I would really appreciated if you helped to record the data. What you did today is basically u left to work on ur own lab and even u said that its a group lab. I did not alter this message at all, and guess what this guy wrote back, he text: ?????? I was trying to figure out the surface area and I told you that AND I told you I was going to try to figure it out and what data we needed so we could submit our data on time? Seeing this, pissed me off. Like you did not say that and you are just twisting what you said all over the place. I hate this guy, and it will never change.