HH & Her Beans

I'm going to be pretty inactive for this whole January month just because finals is coming up and that takes priority over everything right now. I am also taking classes every Sunday for ACT and I'm studying for the SAT every day now for the last January SAT test. We did reach 4K over this break and I want to thank you guys for the greatest Christmas present ever!!!

Just mind blown how I reached 4K

I will be definitely sharing what I got for Christmas when I get the chance. The spam for the 4K fan service will also be uploaded soon. I'm so sorry that everything is delayed... BUT NO WORRIES... I will still be doing a Reaction Tuesday for the next few weeks because there are so many songs I wanted to share with ma beans!! I will be adding any additional adventures that I happen to come across. I will be soon uploading a OMG Drama post because I watched so many over break... Please stay with me during my finals because I need all of y'all support. Feel free to rant to me and send me emails or just comment anything on this blog. We are a family, we don't judge. Until next time, stay cool ma beans. 

I was going to react to Yerin's "Across the Universe" because I love the song so much.... But then I saw my child's subunit release "Q&A" so I had to react to that one... Even though I didn't react to "Across the Universe" just take my word for it and watch the MV!! When have I ever given bad music selections to ma beans??

Anyways this collab with Aille made me so happy and VERNON... OH MY INNOCENT VERNON is just so totallay adorbs in this video I want to cry. I am not a fan of Woozi but even he looked kinda cute in this MV. This MV revealed the great obstacles that boyfriends faces as girls tests them on ridiculous questions like, "Do I look different?" "Do I look fat?" I don't think I will EVER ask these questions if I was dating. It really doesn't serve any purpose.

Vernon's witty rap and SCoups's stare into your soul melts my heart. The whole bright color theme just brightens up my life. I ain't even jokin. I have never noticed how pretty Vernon's eyes are... Out of ten stars I rate this song a ten out of ten because I have been listening to it for the past two weeks and yet I'm still not sick of it. Please support SEVENTEEN as much as possible. I feel so bad for these kids because not only are they treated so badly by their agency, they also faced the "Black Ocean" at MAMAs. Until next time stay cool ma beans. 

This reaction is long overdue since Twice debuted a while ago... I didn't like the group at first because I didn't watch the survival show but then when I started watching it... I was hooked. I've already found my first bias who is: Jungyeon.

She has that natural beauty feel to her. Honestly she looks like someone's older sister or someone that just blends in with normal people.

Not only is this girl the sister of Gong Seung Yeon but she is also the doppelganger of one of my best friends. They literally look like twins which is kind of amazing. I didn't get into the group because I realllllyyy didn't like Nayeon and JiHyo.

Names of the members... Just in case you are just as lost as I am

To me JiHyo only debuted because she have been training for a really long time so she obviously have more skills, but if any of the trainees had the same experience they would be better. Nayeon to me is really fake, every single time someone gets eliminated, she cries and then after she's like, "Oh I don't think she's that good." GURL... YOU BE TWO FACED!! Anyways, JYP must have saw something in them that he liked... What can I do... The song is so cutesy and adorable but the sad thing is Jungyeon didn't get a huge part... She's like Yugeom... YuGyeom for Just Right got literally one second of screen time but for If You Do he choreographed AND he also had a really big singing part. I really hope Jungyeon gets recognized for the great person that she is and I think the KPop media is paying a lot more attention to her.

Yup I cannot stand myself just sitting around and watching my flat-ish stomach and the tightened half ab line get loose. I literally cannot stand myself like this so Friday posts are going to change into Weight Loss Challenges again!! I hope you guys are still up for this. I stopped writing these posts after summer ended... So that's about two months ago. This week, I have been dieting since Wednesday and my current weight is 128 pounds. From my description, you guys might have thought that I gained weight but I actually kept might weight between 128 and 129... It's just everything that I've tightened over the summer became super loose and that makes me so sad... My goal weight is still 105 pounds. I want my weight to get to this before the summer of college. I hope you guys will still support me because I know I'm really inconsistent with things like this and the support that I got from Part 1 was very amazing. Ma bean army's support means a lot to me. Thank you!! Until next time, stay cool ma beans. 

When I was a little bean, I wanted to dress myself instead of wearing what my mom picked for me.

Then when I grew a little older, I wanted to go out with a group of friends to watch movies and take hard courses that gives me more credibility. Finally now, at the end of Sophomore year, I want to go to my dream college, get a part time job and decorate my dorm room however I want. Whenever, I tell my friends that I want to be in college, I realize that I will probably regret it. You see, I know this girl who took many APs during high school during second grade, and she would talk about it when she is in art class, and I seriously wanted to be like her. BUT LOOK AT ME NOW!! I am taking AP classes and I want to die.

Watch me when I get into college start being like, "I wish I was in high school." I think this artificial want to be grown up is a way for us to want to fit in with society, and the expectations from social media. Okay take this for example, High School Musical, 3 movies by Disney based on the lives of 6 students and they sing... Every day of their lives. NO. That's so not how high school really is. I came to high school expecting to jump on desks and sing, but instead I got homework until 12. I want to date guys, seriously... I think everyone wants to be dating right now even if you don't say it, you know it's true. You want to date not so that you have someone to support you, but you like the idea of "dating." Just like dating, growth/maturity is a artificial need, you don't really need to grow up as fast. Growing up means responsibility, suffering, failure and management. This year, I learned how to accept failure. I got a C in my AP Bio class, it is actually my first AP class. From this grade, I learned that it is okay to be not good at some subjects and excel in others but that's not going to stop me from trying to improve on my knowledge in this subject. Growing up means responsibility, we have to be responsible for the things that we do and the actions that we carry out, it's no longer just aimless learning, we have a direction. Growing up = time increase, you might suffer when you see your loved ones pass, or suffer through a difficult time in your life. So I want to ask you, do you still want to grow up? Until next time, stay cool ma beans, and live in the moment.