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Reaction Tuesday: I "Hate" 4Minute

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What a joke... Literally no one hates 4Minute. I WILL end you if you hate on ma gurls!! *Threatening knife emoji* First of all... Gurl... Hyuna looked so GOOOOODD in dissss I wanna die. Literally she is gor-ge-ous. If you want to learn how to look like her... I totally got chu!! Just click on the video below... BTW this is ma gurl heyitsfeiii... I'm not advertising for her but her make up is always on FLEEK!!! 

Can we just spend a few minutes ranting about how pretty Hyuna is?? She is so cute and her personality is bomb... not to mention her boday!! Gurl just let me be yooooouuuu!! Anyways I was totally surprised at the beginning of this MV because I thought it was going to be badass but there were flowers, wedding dresses, and pretty fog. BUT THEN.. BAM OUT OF NO WHERE!! We are in the desert wearin shades and rappin. Okay got chu got chu. I heard that Shrillex produced this song with 4Minute so of course I was expecting a drop and THAT DROP WAS AMAZING!!
Literally their dance moves are easier to learn this time... So definitely gonna do that when I have time... Since I am so negative all the time this song truly speaks to me. I hate my school, my life, the guy I used to like.... AND SO MANY MORE!! If I named everything I hated, we would never get to bed... I loved their style for this MV... ABSOLUTELY LOVED IT!! They literally wore everything my mother wouldn't let me wear.... #GOALS I am suucchhhh a rebel... Honestly I think their style is a whole lot more normal than other groups. They do try to go for a theme but somehow all of them still have a distinct style. Do y'all get me? Out of ten stars I'm giving this song a 10 outta ten because I've just been waiting too long for this MV. Watch the MV here and until next time, stay cool ma beans!!

annual

A Christmas Eve Message...

1:34 AM

Sometimes I just like to sit in the dark and think about a lot of things. I feel like my fingers can't catch up to the pace that my brain is going so I take the time to sort things out. 

Tomorrow I'm leaving on my family's annual road trip with a bunch of homework and new comeback music but I don't feel happy. I don't feel like this is the holiday seasons. It feels like any other school day where I sleep late and wake up early just to repeat the cycle all over again. I'm tired and I'm tired of trying to please my mother who will never get enough of how hard I'm trying. I'm tired of trying my hardest but to only face someone to is not satisfied with the results. I have a 4.00 GPA... Something that many people are dreaming of. I've won over twenty art competitions. I have a 3K fan base. I have a 2120 as my SAT score. Two college professors are writing my recommendation letters.

I am not happy because someone I care about is not satisfied with the things that I have. She's greedy and wants me to try harder. But what if. Just what if. I wanted a life. I want time to hang out with my friends. I want a holiday where I'm not studying for my four finals for AP class. I want a boyfriend. I want to travel by myself somewhere. I want to learn how to drive. I want to  openly watch TV without looking over my shoulder every time I hear footsteps. But I can't have any of those things because "my job is a student". I don't have a group of friends. I don't have social skills. I don't have life experiences. I don't have a normal sleeping schedule. I don't have a lot of things. But in one year, I will have all of that. I will get what I want and no one will be able to tell me what to do. You will not dictate my life. You will not determine the amount of "try" that I put into my life. I will find my happiness. I will determine what makes me happy. Here is my holiday message, what's yours?? Until next time, stay cool ma beans. 

30 Day Challenge

Weight Loss Challenge: Week 4 (The End of the 30 Day Challenge)

9:00 AM

OLO ma beans!! Welcome to the final day of 30 Day Challenge (not really final day... because yesterday was the last day). In which I weigh 132 pounds. I lost a total of 6 pounds. 


Thoughts:
Honestly I thought that I would have lost more weight, than only 6 pounds but after starting the whole Weight Loss Challenge, I realized how easy it is to put on the weight but also how hard it is to lose the weight. I remember this one morning during last year while my dad was driving me to school, I remembered him telling me that I should eat less. TBH I was pretty angry with what he said because first I was as stressed as a cat wearing a diaper and second I didn’t want to admit that I was gaining weight. Ignoring what he said, I just continued to eat lots during dinner and sit at my table for the whole night. 

Results:
At the end of these 30 days, of course there is the physical result. My thighs grew skinnier by so much that when I wore the same shorts before I started this challenge, they were loose, however if I tried to wear the skirt that I wore last year, I can no longer fit it since I still have 20 more pounds to go. I’m still not where I want to be, and I will continue to eat healthy and work out until that skirt will be too loose on me. #goals. My stomach is not flat. Definitely not flat but it’s more toned than before and flatter THAN BEFORE. My arms looks the same but I am able to do planks for a longer time. In my last challenge post I talked about which challenge is more effective and how so go check that out!! My posture also improved. I think that’s like a side effect of the half cobra pose… I forgot to write this in the post but while I was doing these challenges, I didn’t want to feel the soreness, so I would stretch for 10 minutes after doing all of the sets. I’m also a lot more flexible from that. 

Bonus:
As I promised from Monday, this whole week is dedicated to makeovers. Not only makeovers include your physical appearance, but you can also have an attitude makeover. Let me tell you about my reactions and stuff all before this, I am a person who has a inner outburst which is like I would only be weird and talkative around the people that I know, super short temper, and the attention span of a goldfish. Now I am a lot more patient after interning with the chiropractor, and I think I am slowly unraveling my weirdness with my SAT class squad. My attention span is about 1 hour long before I have to go and do something fun (like watching YouTube and Netflix) unlike before in which I had to watch or listen to something while I work. SO WHOOOPIIEEDDOOO FOR MEH!!! I think that ma beans (all of you) helped me on this journey the most since you beans supported me through all my good and bad days.
I lub all of ma beans so much... <3
From this I learned to accept failure. By accepting failure can make you a better person. Honestly try asking yourself everyday “What did you fail at today?” Once you understand that it is okay to fail, you will be able to feel even better about your success. I would try this method sometimes but it’s just something I want to put it out… Try to do something kind every day. Like complimenting someone’s outfit or picking up stuff that other people dropped and didn't pick up. These little things really will make you feel a lot better about yourself. I will make a separate post on what I'm going to do for the next half of summer, so please check that out. Until next time, let's go for 30 and stay cool ma beans!!

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