OH MY GOSH!! APs are finally over, I can't say I did the best on all of them but I honestly cannot say I did the worst. I did better than last year on all of my exams so I'm expecting 4s?? Nah I'm gonna say I got a 3 just so I don't jinx it...
OLO ma beans!! I haven't been posting lately because I have a lot going on right now. First, I'm working as tutor after school so I can make some extra cash. But while I'm doing that I'm also a working/aspiring artist so I need to get pieces in constantly. I produce around 1 piece a day. AND I'm also going to normal school. ANNNNDD I'm also trying to keep a social life. I'M HELLA BUSAY!!
But I'm not complaining, I love this life. There might be some bumps in the road.... Such as the story later on... I think I'm going to get through this semester alright. So I have another rant for you. My AP English teacher is the best person to rant about because she's both biased and racist so YAY public education!!!! As you all know by now this woman favors the top students and apparently this girl got the first full score on an essay. Okay good job for them... OH NONONOOOOO she had to READ the essay in class... And she said, "I don't want to reveal who she is." Two seconds later.... LITERALLY TWO SECONDS... she points to her and was like, "GIVE A HAND TO HER!!!" UHHHHHH... How is this helping me in anyway?? And she cried... She cried because she was so touched by the essay. This is ridiculous!!! RIDICULOUS!!! WHY ARE YOU CRYING???
Are you on your moon cycle?? I know you like her but you can't just show plain old bias like this. You can't be this obvious on who you favor over others. Teachers are not suppose to act this way and yet somehow because she is an AP teacher she has the right to do that. Do I hate my life?? Hell yes. Literally every night I sleep at 2 in the morning. Do teachers realize that we have homework for other classes? This is probably why I like my history teacher much better than other teachers because she went to school here and she knows the pressure. WHY DON'T TEACHERS UNDERSTAND US?? I'm too poor to afford private school but public education should give me the same knowledge and yet I get stuck with a teenage teacher who has no idea what is going on. By the way did I also mention that she's a racist?? Nah she's not racist towards students but she sets herself as the "superior race".
She is constantly talking about how "white" she is. And she does not mean Starbucks and Uggs she literally refers to her skin color. I. Don't. Care. About. What. You. Think. Of. Yourself. I am here to learn and yet you are preventing from that by talking about your life. Since you could care less about me, I could care less about you. Literally I feel like public schools should just put the top percent people in AP Classes because teachers don't care about the average students anyways. I wanna hear your rant story... Post them down in the comments below!! Let's get a discussion going on how "wonderful" all of ma beans' lives are... Until next time, stay cool ma beans!!
I'm going to be pretty inactive for this whole January month just because finals is coming up and that takes priority over everything right now. I am also taking classes every Sunday for ACT and I'm studying for the SAT every day now for the last January SAT test. We did reach 4K over this break and I want to thank you guys for the greatest Christmas present ever!!!
I will be definitely sharing what I got for Christmas when I get the chance. The spam for the 4K fan service will also be uploaded soon. I'm so sorry that everything is delayed... BUT NO WORRIES... I will still be doing a Reaction Tuesday for the next few weeks because there are so many songs I wanted to share with ma beans!! I will be adding any additional adventures that I happen to come across. I will be soon uploading a OMG Drama post because I watched so many over break... Please stay with me during my finals because I need all of y'all support. Feel free to rant to me and send me emails or just comment anything on this blog. We are a family, we don't judge. Until next time, stay cool ma beans. Just mind blown how I reached 4K
OLO ma beans!! Sorry I've been so inactive lately. You know before I would see on YouTuber Facebook pages and stuff where they apologize and I'm just like "Gurl you don't need to apologize for anything. You have your own life." (・ω・)ノBut as a writer now, I realize that there is a need to apologize to my readers and my bean army. I feel guilty that I'm not providing you guys with the things you want to read and I feel guilty that you guys come on to this blog looking for new content and I don't have any for you. (p_-) Recently the height of Junior year just kicked in and my GPA is slowly sliding downhill so to keep that up, I have to sacrifice one of three things: social life, blog, or TV time. I decided to sacrifice blog time because I need those other two to inspire my blog. I love ma beans and you all know that. I really hope all of you can support me through this year. I will to my best to upload content as soon as possible and as much as possible. Until next time, stay cool ma beans!!
Every YouTuber said to reject hate, but this involves shutting down my blog, so I am not okay with it. I would like to address the people in class about what they said. I think someone in my class have found this blog and they found it "offensive." I overheard the conversation, it sounded something like this, "Don't follow the blog! I remember some middle schooler did this and their website got shut down, and the people who followed it also got into trouble." Let's first define gossip shall we, it is "casual or unconstrained conversation or reports about other people, typically involving details that are not confirmed as being true." Everything that I post on my blog about someone is first not using their actual names, the letters that are representing them are not even the same letters as their actual names. NO ONE IS NAMED X FOR CHRIST SAKE. Second my stories are only things that I've heard with my own ears or I've seen ti happen. That's why these stories don't include a bunch of details. I need you all to realize that whoever you think I'm writing about, even if you think it's you, you are probably guessing wrong because you have no idea who my friends are. I'm not popular, so this blog is actually not for the people in the school to even worry about because you all have no idea who I am talking about. Plus, those middle schoolers got their blog idea from Gossip Girl. I started my blog because my friends told me they liked hearing about my day and my stories so I figured everyone would like that too. People should realize that life isn't just rainbows and unicorns like how YouTubers show it. No one's life is perfect, and you only see a part of my life on this screen, so I'm trying to include the both the perfections and imperfections. I am not someone that would hate on other people even though I don't know them. I find them annoying, and I have strong dislikes for people, but I will never hate on anyone without a reason. I promise you can go through my blog, and find everyone I talk about, and there will be a reason for why I dislike them. I also need to address the fact that plenty, plenty of YouTubers have rant videos which are even worse because the people viewing the videos can see who they are, and they might actually be able to guess the person they are talking about, so what makes it different that I write down my rants. If you seriously want to point out that I judge a lot of things, then you need to realize that those are all opinion based, you can take it or leave it the choice is yours. Lastly, I find it funny, that you spent one whole period of class, reading through my blog and then telling people not to follow it. Just think about that for one second. Until next time, stay cool ma beans.
