2 am summer nights

Summer Mondays: First Rant Ever

1:41 AM

Guess where I'm writing from?? My bed. At 1:22 AM. Ha. Normally I don't have rants on Mondays because I usually don't do much on weekend with social media. BUT OH MY G!!! I NEED TO RANT!!!!! 
Okay so there is this girl (B), who is extreeeemmmeeeeelllyyyy close with someone from KPop group A. I will not name her. This girl goes to the same school as me and she knows someone from A. She graduated the same year as my best besssstttt friend and she has a YouTube channel where she does covers. There is a member from A called C, so C has a little brother called D. B went to the same school as C.
I am so annoyed at her for 2 reasons... JUST 2. 1st: she's been to homecoming/prom/whatever formal dance that I have at my school with both C AND D. The thing that bothers me is that they are siblings and D is not famous, and so why are you going with C and then going with his little brother?? Are you just trying to use his fame for something?? Just imagine this conversation going on without you... D: "Hey, I asked someone to homecoming today." C: "Oh yea who??" D: "The girl you went with last year. Don't worry though, we're just friends."
Just imagine having that conversation with anyone. I just realized that "D:" looks like my expression while I was thinking this through. 2nd: Why do you use the hashtag "imissyou" when you wished him happy birthday?? In addition to that, what's with the quote on your Tumblr??
The quote was basically something along the lines of "I hear your music on the radio and you sing about how you love a girl. Although you've never told me, I know that you love me." Bro. The fact that C's fans know that you know him means that we are going to interpret it as you thinking that he "loves" you. I'm sorry for being so bitter but it's just the truth. Fans are going to be like "are you dating him????" and then you are going to be like "oh nah we are just friends" so why are you doing this in the first place?? Why are you using these quotes??? Like couldn't you picked something more educational and inspiring like a quote by Albert Einstein. #muchwow
Do you see all of the annoyed GIFs that I used?? Yea... I'm this annoyed. 
The hashtag... I get it, you guys are close and you really do miss him but just putting it out there, he's in Korea and you are here, he doesn't visit you anymore. You want to get his attention or get more followers, you might have to do that on your own, through your YouTube channel, stop trying to use him and his family as a source of popularity for you to gain followers because you are friends with him. You guys have no idea how annoyed I was yesterday about this situation. UGH. With all negativity aside, she's actually really pretty and she went to a good college so much goals. I hope that one comment made me a better person. Probably not... But if you guys wanted positivity and perfection, you wouldn't be here... You would be on YouTube!!! Until next time, stay cool ma beans!!

Artistic Saturday

Artistic Saturday: The First Watercolor

9:00 AM

My dad has this vase of roses in the front of the studio. I bought it with him at downtown LA. The vase is actually from the same store. If you live around LA, you must have gone to downtown as least once. One of my best friends are from there, so I have to visit her once in a while. This time, my dad dropped me off with her, while he went to go buy the flowers. That's the boring story that went along with this. But the reason why I wanted to share with with you guys is because this was actually also my first ever water color. That's also why it's so lacking in skills. Until next time, stay cool ma beans!!

best friend

Project Inspiration: The Start of Another Beautiful Friendship

9:00 AM

As I promised, here is week 2 of Project Inspiration. Today I will inspire you with one of the closest person in my life, my best friend, S. She is the most caring and nicest person that I've ever met. She has been dealing with my craziness for 4 years now, and I am very glad that I have someone like her around me to keep me normal. So let's meet my best friend. 
Q: To begin the interview, can you tell me a little about yourself? Ha... But you know seriously... And your experiences as a dancer?
A: I started traditional ballet when I was 4 but then I moved to a place with super white people so the ballet places there wasn't that professional and I lost everything. Then I moved again and I got better because they were all Asians who pushed us hard and I got better. Yay! I quit ballet a few months ago and now dedicating myself towards a more hiphop style of dance.
Q: You've been a cheerleader for 2 years, how is it?
A: It's been quite a journey and has it's ups and downs. There's been happy times and really bad times where the team was just so annoyed (most of the times at a teacher or teammate *ahem*) but it's been exciting. Life is never boring!
Q: Tell us the reality to the cheerleading industry. Wow... That sounds very professional... Are the girls really "mean girls" as portrayed in movies?
A; Of course it's pretty much the same because stereotypical white girls exist, but of course the high schools a bit different from stereotypical high schools so it's not as exaggerated. Just think mean girls but more realistic.
Q: Yay for random questions!!! So what's your favorite candy?
A: ANYTHING SWEET AND SOUR!!! I think...
Q: Wow.... that level of unsureness... LOL
Q: Moving on... Do you suggest no experience dancers to join cheerleading?
A: YES OFCOURSE. as long as you are determined and try your best you can get better than those who have had years of experience. Very inspirational yes and it's actually very true I've heard an actual story.
Q: Does cheer really require skills or does it depend on how hard you try?
A: Both but if you try hard you'll get those skills
Q: Are there any WTF stories that you've had experience with?
A: OMG I HAVE A BUNCH actually this one just happened very recently. We are working hard and drilling the assembly that we are putting for the entire school next week so any of the practices right now are crucial for us. VERY CRUCIAL. All of us have known that there's early morning practices on certain dates but this one girl OMG yes just this one decided not to show up. I kind of expected it but still I was trying to be nice to her and everything so I texted her "hey are you coming?" and she replied 5 min later "OMG I totally forgot we had practice today!!!" HAHAHAHAHAH WE WERE ALL LIKE WTF THIS IS IMPOSSIBLE. So I told her she should try to come ASAP because we need the practice and we had to learn all new choreo the day before and that needed to be perfected ASAP for the white crazy lady adviser to watch. She said she will try to come and that she's sorry blah blah blah BUT OFCOURSE SHE JUST NEVER CAME! We never understood why. She said her house is far or whatever but she had 1hr 30 min to get her arse to school and her house is only about 20 minutes away. My fellow teammate/friend supported us with that fact. The worst thing is she became all rude and stuff to my friend when my friend has been telling her the schedule and helping her with everything and supporting her when the rest of us was mad at her but she just doesn't appreciate it at all. Let's just say she's shameless and doesn't care about her lies. Oh yeah... she's famous for all the lies she tells. 

A: Of course, we all know about "her". 
Q: Do you any advice for my viewers?? About high school or anything really.
A: DONT LIE ABOUT ANYTHING BE HONEST PLEASE *Note WTF story above life lessons peoples.*

Q: OMG LOL "lessons peoples". 
Q: How long do you spend in rehearsal for cheer everyday?
A: It really depends. if there's nothing serious in the upcoming week or so we just chill and do nothing but we usually practice about 2 hrs everyday.
Q: are you looking forward to junior year?
A; NOO and yes more no than yes. No because it's going to be torture and one step closer to applying for college and stepping out to the real world which is very scary and kind of yes because I'm so over high school and mostly the meanest math teacher I have ever encountered in my whole life. she ruined me.

Q: Don't worry... Me too... And literally everyone who graduated before us.
Ma beans, I hope that her advice and experience has inspired you to maybe tryout for a sport or your school's dance team some time in your future because YOU CAN DO IT!!! Until next time, stay cool ma beans and you've gots its.

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