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Catch Up on MY LIFE!!

5:45 PM

Alrighty... I have so many stories for you guys... Let's start with the first story which I believe is the most important one yet... I GOT GA/PIT TICKETS TO SEE EXO!! 

YAY!! I am seriously so hyped that they are coming, what happened was that I had my friend buy me the ticket while I prayed by holding my phone. When she texted me like two seconds after that we got the tickets, I cannot believe what I was seeing. I AM SPENDING VALENTINE'S DAY WITH CHANYEOL, D.O, AND KAI. OH MY GEEZ!!
I still can't process how great my life has been in 2016. But then, last night, My Music Taste posted a thing on Facebook where they were like, "GA seating people will vote on whether the seating will be first come first serve or by ticket number."
I just realized that there are around 4,000 people who bought GA tickets and so... IF it's first come first serve, I'm not gonna get to the front and let me tell you something, I'm 5'3... So I literally need to be in the front because I cannot see... No way is it going to be first come first serve. If it was going to be by ticket number, I would be behind 200 something people still... So at this point, I want to sell my ticket... So if y'all want a ticket for GA4 at LA hit me up and email me!! We can def work something out!! 

Second story is a doozzzyyyy, seriously why am I not writing an autobiography?? Well... probably because no one will buy it... *awkward laughter* anyways, as you beans know I am a artist. I draw, paint, sketch, do all kinds of fun stuff... and just after New Years, I happened to sketch a picture of Dove Cameron... if you are into Disney shows (I am... I kind of never grew up) she's in practically two of them...
She's so pretty...
She liked the picture and my Instagram basically exploded with likes and followers. So right now I'm at 800 followers in a matter of three days... Honestly I didn't post that picture to get her to like it, I just wanted to show people my art... I guess the attention came out of no where... I'll definitely be working even harder now to become a better artist than before. 

Part two of this catch up is coming soon... Until next time stay cool ma beans!!

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ELLOOO MA BEANS

12:03 PM

Okay I know I've been gone for a realllyy long time but I'm back to blogging next week. Prepare yourself for weeks worth of Reaction Tuesday, I have so many WTF Wednesday for you all and I just have soooo many stories to share. I'll be trying my best to post a lot this weekend but even after finals I have a lot of things going on in my personal life... Just gonna keep this post short... Until next time, stay cool ma beans!!

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Weekend Happenings: Finals is Coming

9:00 AM

I'm going to be pretty inactive for this whole January month just because finals is coming up and that takes priority over everything right now. I am also taking classes every Sunday for ACT and I'm studying for the SAT every day now for the last January SAT test. We did reach 4K over this break and I want to thank you guys for the greatest Christmas present ever!!!

Just mind blown how I reached 4K
I will be definitely sharing what I got for Christmas when I get the chance. The spam for the 4K fan service will also be uploaded soon. I'm so sorry that everything is delayed... BUT NO WORRIES... I will still be doing a Reaction Tuesday for the next few weeks because there are so many songs I wanted to share with ma beans!! I will be adding any additional adventures that I happen to come across. I will be soon uploading a OMG Drama post because I watched so many over break... Please stay with me during my finals because I need all of y'all support. Feel free to rant to me and send me emails or just comment anything on this blog. We are a family, we don't judge. Until next time, stay cool ma beans. 

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A Christmas Eve Message...

1:34 AM

Sometimes I just like to sit in the dark and think about a lot of things. I feel like my fingers can't catch up to the pace that my brain is going so I take the time to sort things out. 

Tomorrow I'm leaving on my family's annual road trip with a bunch of homework and new comeback music but I don't feel happy. I don't feel like this is the holiday seasons. It feels like any other school day where I sleep late and wake up early just to repeat the cycle all over again. I'm tired and I'm tired of trying to please my mother who will never get enough of how hard I'm trying. I'm tired of trying my hardest but to only face someone to is not satisfied with the results. I have a 4.00 GPA... Something that many people are dreaming of. I've won over twenty art competitions. I have a 3K fan base. I have a 2120 as my SAT score. Two college professors are writing my recommendation letters.

I am not happy because someone I care about is not satisfied with the things that I have. She's greedy and wants me to try harder. But what if. Just what if. I wanted a life. I want time to hang out with my friends. I want a holiday where I'm not studying for my four finals for AP class. I want a boyfriend. I want to travel by myself somewhere. I want to learn how to drive. I want to  openly watch TV without looking over my shoulder every time I hear footsteps. But I can't have any of those things because "my job is a student". I don't have a group of friends. I don't have social skills. I don't have life experiences. I don't have a normal sleeping schedule. I don't have a lot of things. But in one year, I will have all of that. I will get what I want and no one will be able to tell me what to do. You will not dictate my life. You will not determine the amount of "try" that I put into my life. I will find my happiness. I will determine what makes me happy. Here is my holiday message, what's yours?? Until next time, stay cool ma beans. 

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