HH & Her Beans

OLO ma beans!! After the whole week of binge watching shows and attending parties... I am not ready to go back to school. This post is not really about what happened during the weekend but it's actually about how I spent the days that I was not bloggin. So on Thursday I went to my aunt's annual Thanksgiving party and slept over the next day to go to another party near there.

The first party is mostly close family friends who comes over, like my cousins' nanny's family and people from their orchestra. This year, two new additions came along: one was a college genius who is majoring in math and computer engineering while the other is a agent who used to be a rockstar musician... OkAy tHen. There was typical Thanksgiving food like turkey and pies... and there were movies.... I did nothing but watch movies and eat.... This party wasn't CRAZY AT ALL... because it was all about discussing politics and how the stocks market is doing... I typically stay out of this kind of conversation because if I engage myself... I'm going to get a beat down from my uncle (who is EXTREMELY pro-republican) Once I asked him who he was voting for (BIGGEST MISTAKE EVER) he gave me a thirty minute lecture on why the republicans are better...

At this time I was ten so the conversation was beyond awkward. The party the next day was crazy in the place that we went to. My aunt already lives in the "wealthy" neighborhood but THIS PARTY... OH MY CHEESEBALLS!! This party was hosted by one of my mom's friends and her house requires a MAP to navigate around their 28493984 living rooms. Their one restroom is bigger than my entire living room I KID YOU NOT!! What I got out of the party was the romantic kdrama feel you know?? Since the house was right next to the beach... I just stood on their balcony with my apple cider (cause ya know... I can't drink yet) and stared at the ocean (it was really dark so literally I was just looking at blackness and freezing my butt off).

I imagined this... but nahhh

IT WAS WORTH IT THOUGH!! This week, I have a insanely long post about the BTS comeback for tomorrow and I'm back to regularly bloggin. This Saturday is my SAT test and honestly I'm pretty sure my score is going to drop... GOTTA STUDAY HARD!! I am also CONTINUING my Weight Challenge along with my friend. I know I've been really inconsistent but you see, while attending these lavishing parties I realized that since I'm dumb... the only way I can get a boyfriend is IF I'm skinny... SO HERE WE GO AGAIN!! Finally by looking at the title you guys probably figured out by now that we only have another 3 weeks until CHRISTMAS BREAK!! Until next time, stay cool ma beans!!

OLO ma beans!! Since its literally like the holiday season, I think that it's time to show some appreciation towards many things in my life. I first want to appreciate everything that my parents provided me.

Everyday my mom would come home at around 9:30 because she is so busy with her company and work. We don't even get to eat dinner together anymore, I am so happy and proud to have such a hard working, amazing, dazzling, inspiring woman as my mother. If another lady came into my life and told me that I was actually her daughter, I would have punched her in the face and come and find my mom.

She sacrificed so much of her own time when she could be relaxing so I could go to college. Since I can't write about her on my college applications, I think I'll just write about her here. Thank you mom, really. My father on the other hand is a man whose personality is too close to mine. They say opposites attract, so you can say that we don't talk a lot or get along that well, but that doesn't mean he doesn't try to show that he loves me everyday through small gestures like bringing me fruits to eat, keeping me hydrated, and driving me to all these crazy places where I have to go volunteering. All these little things makes up my everyday life, so thank you dad. Next I want to give some love to my best friend in the whole wide world, S. She's the only person who truly appreciates my company any time of the day, week, hour... You name it. I always write something along the lines of, "she deals with my craziness" etc... But this time, I'm going to change it up. I want to thank you for everything that you didn't do. Thanks for not ditching me when you hated the clubs that I made you join.

Thanks for not leaving me when you could have found someone who is a much better friend than me. Thanks for not screaming at me when I asked you to tell my parents that you failed on tests also so my parents wouldn't yell at me. Thanks for not being someone else's best friend. I want you to realize that even though sometimes I don't show it that I appreciate what you do for this friendship, I really do. I would also like to thank my cats for letting me pet them whenever.

Of course lastly, I want to thank ma bean army. I started this blog in March and right now I have over 3K fans and who made my Thanksgiving break a little bit more bearable?? You beans did. This is all you. Thanks for being there for my rants and my secrets when I couldn't tell anyone in real life. Also thanks for keeping my secrets. I don't know how to even show appreciation but you guys are the ones that supported me through and will continue to support me through one of the most gruesome years of high school, without you guys, I don't think life would be even close to bearable. I love you guys, your weirdness all included. Please eat lots with your family and just in your mind thank each of them for being helpful Happy Thanksgiving, and until next time stay cool ma beans.